Dark Night of the Soul 靈魂暗夜

15/30ml Extrait 

Highly concentrated with 30 percent of raw materials

Inspiration / 創作靈感

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What is the Dark night of the Soul: 

A length of time where you undergo unfortunate events, divorce, separation from your loved ones, death, physical or mental illness that are often hard to cure or takes a very time to heal (this often goes hand to hand).

The Journey:

When I first started my dark night of the soul, my whole life was shattered, and because I was undergoing physical and mental illness it took me many years to get over the dark nights. Not everyone will go through this in their lives. Some goes through rather quickly, some goes through a long time, in my case it took me around 12 years, and the most intense years were 3085 days (8 years, and 4 months.)

Imagine everything around you has lost its purpose, the sun is not shining, the days are always pitch dark, perpetual nights, you don’t want to seek help, you don’t believe anything is helpful, you feel angry towards God, towards the Universe, towards everything. Why is it me who has to go through this? I don’t see an end to the sufferings, and why not just let me go, let one die? The world still spins, the moon still rises, nothing in this world would change if one dies today. Every day, all I can think of is death. 

When the dark night of the journey proceeds to a certain point, it shifts, at a given time I was suddenly able to accept help from others, and after years of hiding this pain, I finally opened up and I began to receive help. And gradually, my physic started to get better once I accepted I was ill, to surrender. I accepted my pain, and I must live with them.

What I’ve wanted to say with my creation of the "Dark night of the Soul" is, no matter where you are, if you are going through this, or if you just got out of it, or you haven’t started it, it will be fine, eventually, trust me. Accept the pain, accept what’s coming, and live with it, don’t fight it, cry if you want, feel whatever you wanna feel, feel angry as you want, but in the end, you will get out of this shitty situation. You must believe that you will be fine! And please, when you think you are ready, it’s okay to accept help, from the people around you. Don’t give up, please, don’t! By giving up, by dying, it’s not the way out of misery, you are just gonna leave behind more misery to the ones who actually care about you.

You will feel alone, you will be lonely on this journey, and this is the journey that you have to take on your own, but remember, you are never alone in this process. Many people are the same as you. Have faith.

 Fragrance Notes / 香調表

李子 紅甜椒

檸檬 艾米香樹 黃水仙 鳶尾草脂 鳶尾原精 

 四川花椒CO2 大花茉莉原精 瘉創木 可可原精 琥珀 廣藿香 羊奶 日本扁柏 台灣肖楠 橡木原精 橡木苔原精LMR 檀木 雪松 乳酪 海狸香 麝香貓 香草原精 印度沉香 越南平福沉香 泰國巴真沉香 柬埔寨沉香（約莫100多種原料）

Juicy Plum, Paprika, Lemon, Amyris, Jonquil Absolute, Orris Germanica Resinoid, Orris Butter, Schichuan Pepper Co2, Jasmine Grandiflorum Absolute, Guaiacwood, Cocoa Absolute, Amber. Accord, Patchouli Dark Aged, Goat's Milk, Hinoki, Taiwan Incense Cedar, Oakwood Absolute, Oakmoss Absolute LMR, Sandalwood, Cedarwood, Queso, Castoreum Synthetic, Civet Absolute Synthetic, Vanilla Absolute, Hindi Oud, Vietnamese Oud, Thai Oud, Cambodian Oud (More than 100 materials in total.)